Brians formula.

I have gone through a lot in the recent past, and sometimes I would question God. I mean not question his existance or powers for that has never been in doubt, because I have witnessed other people experience miracles or as I would put it, happenings that can not be explained away. So my belief in God was always there, why God would put me in a six year downward spiral is what was bugging me. Everytime I went to church and the preacher said, there is a reason for everything I would just scoff at the idea because for all intent and purposes I did not see why there was so much instability in my family, academics,finances and relationships. I still do not get it very well but I began to see some positive.

My past failures and tribulations have made me even more focussed on who I want to be, my goals are much clearer now and I know for sure that I have what it takes to make it. I have handled situations I never thought I would be able to get through if you had asked me prior to the tribulations. I am more mature and have got better understanding for people who luck and heightened sense of empathy. In all this Brian is a more realistic human being and I am willing to accept it when things do not go my way and learnt to just let go and give up the need to be in control of every facet of mylife. Now I just enjoy the little things and as I make my way to the grander things I remember to pose and enjoy the journey. Laugh some more, play some more and for christs sake go out some more and work a little less visit family and try to watch a movie without skipping some scenes. I will listen to other peoples opinion because I too can be wrong.Most importantly everyone has something to offer and in Gods eyes we are all equal. I am sure that God loves me despite all the sins I have commited and has equipped me with the tools that I need to live a meaningful life.

Time/youth.
Health
Brains and wisdom
Patience
Vision
Integrity
Peace of mind
Good and bad past experiences
Amazing family and friends
Ability to feel other peoples emotions (Both joy and suffering)
To love and feel loved
Tones of luck, the one thing I would ask for three times it I was given three wishes.

The world certainly does not revolve around me and life goes on whether I am happy or not. I have therefore decided to make the source of my happiness the happiness I can bring in other peoples lives. I choose to forgive all who have wronged me and make it my mission to seek forgiveness from all those I have wronged.So if you have ever been in my life or will come into my life know that I am of peace and your happiness is my primary concern. If you have read this blog I besiech you to do the same. It could be a little bit tough for we are living in a cruel world but you could resolve that you will limit your actions that make others sad. Throwing that piece of gum on the streets instead of the litter bin will definitly make somebody else sad, either the pedestrian who will step on it or the council lady who has to sweep that street every morning. She does not have to deal with your litter the dust and tree leaves are already enough. Remember it is the small things that count.