I always had control of my life (or so I thought) managed quite well to avoid the pitfalls that get other young people done for. I always thank God for the good things he has shown me and the challenges that he has allowed to come my way for they have made me stronger and smarter.
It is the 13th of Friday a day many people are superstitious but I am taking everything in a stride. All is well and I have this good feeling though deep inside I am worried about what the future holds for me. I know I am a smart guy and industrious too and if I combine the two well I will definitely make it big.
I am still hurting from my separation with my girlfriend, I still feel it was the right thing to do at the time. She made me feel happy and accepted but deep down I knew we would have problems in the future because she is too worldly. She lacked discipline especially towards her own mother made me wonder how she would treat mine.
REASONS COULD NOT STAY WITH MY EX.
She is lazy
she does not settle always in town meeting friends
she hangs out with the wrong kind of people
she drinks beer
bad sex, we rarely made out and would do things that made her climax and then leave me high.
can not cook
she likes to party in clubs.
Too many friends who are boys.
Going to facebook after sex.
Untidy.
REASONS I LIKED HER.
She never tried to make me someone I am not.
understanding.
I believe she was faithful
I did not have much money then and it did not seem to bother her.
She did not nag or pick stupid fights.
I think she just loved me for me.
She is super beautiful and a body to die for.
I do not want to jump into another relationship immediately because I have to fix my life first, restart my business, improve my programming skills, and go back and get that engineering degree. Then perhaps I will pick one of the many girls who want me. The next one I get I will marry. All those milling around are good and would make good wives I presume but time will tell.
It is the 13th of Friday a day many people are superstitious but I am taking everything in a stride. All is well and I have this good feeling though deep inside I am worried about what the future holds for me. I know I am a smart guy and industrious too and if I combine the two well I will definitely make it big.
I am still hurting from my separation with my girlfriend, I still feel it was the right thing to do at the time. She made me feel happy and accepted but deep down I knew we would have problems in the future because she is too worldly. She lacked discipline especially towards her own mother made me wonder how she would treat mine.
REASONS COULD NOT STAY WITH MY EX.
She is lazy
she does not settle always in town meeting friends
she hangs out with the wrong kind of people
she drinks beer
bad sex, we rarely made out and would do things that made her climax and then leave me high.
can not cook
she likes to party in clubs.
Too many friends who are boys.
Going to facebook after sex.
Untidy.
REASONS I LIKED HER.
She never tried to make me someone I am not.
understanding.
I believe she was faithful
I did not have much money then and it did not seem to bother her.
She did not nag or pick stupid fights.
I think she just loved me for me.
She is super beautiful and a body to die for.
I do not want to jump into another relationship immediately because I have to fix my life first, restart my business, improve my programming skills, and go back and get that engineering degree. Then perhaps I will pick one of the many girls who want me. The next one I get I will marry. All those milling around are good and would make good wives I presume but time will tell.
